In 1991, fifteen-year-old Antonia (Toni) Moskowitz is beginning to understand her religion, identity, and relationships.
Antonia Moskowitz is caught in the middle, always having to pick a side. Whether it’s between her family’s two religions or in her relationships, she has choices to make. But learning who she is has a price, and every decision has consequences. Sometimes it’s hard to choose between being good and being right. Four seasons. Four kisses. One year to figure out what her heart wants.
Cis girls: Cari, Hannah
Cis boys: Noah, Elliot
Not mentioned in the book.: Cari, Hannah, Elliot, Noah
Christianity: Antonia’s family, Cari, Hannah, Noah, Elliot
Judaism: Antonia’s family
Other: Antonia (agnostic/mixed faith)
Location: Upstate NY
Trigger Warnings: reference to homophobia/homomisia, ex-gay conversion, bullying, and HIV-related death
Additional Notes: Takes place in 1991. No on-page or explicit sex, but there is reference to masturbation, off-page mild sexual activity, and marijuana use
Ownvoices: Bisexual, genderqueer, interfaith family